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People at Sheezy Art pissing me off as usual. I said I don't want critiques, they never listen! I hope its over with now. Is anyone on myspace? This is my account if you want to add me: http://www.myspace.com/des_81 I'm trying to add the myspace voice actors accounts. I have found some, but for the one for Vic I'm not sure of because its says he's from New Zealand, which isn't true. I've added him anyway. There is a fan one though and I've added that too. Others for: Yuri, Crispin, Colleen, Maile and others I don't remember. If you know any of the anime voice actors could you tell me?
Anyway, today I am feeling nauseous and tomorrow I'm going to the doctor to get a flu shot, finally!
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I was studying for a test, finished that and now I have exams coming up. One practical and one written. This is why I'm not drawing. By December 3rd I'll probably be finished. On the 9 I'm going to another anime convention and I'm so happy because I was going to have a practical on the next day and I couldn't go because of it, but now I can because the tests are together, yay! =D I think I'll go as Kiki again, since a lot of people probably didn't see my costume on Friday when I wore it. I hope the con is free and I can get some autographs. I'll also take some cosplay pics if there is anything interesting. =D I'm also starting to watch Death Note. So I'm thinking of doing some artwork on it.
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May. 1st, 2007 @ 12:10 am
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Ok, so next week I'm going back to school part time. I'm taking basics of esthetics and manicures and pedicures. After that I'll take other courses to become an esthetician. Hopefully I'll get a better job. I have my makeup training as well. I also saw some dvds this week: X-Men (The Last Stand), Underworld Evolution, Raise Your Voice, animes: Castle in the Sky and My Neighbour Totoro. I also want to draw those characters from those animes.Current Mood:  cheerful |
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Surprizingly I checked my phone today and I got some messages from people about jobs :-o . I was so depressed and down about it that I forgot :( , so I'm thinking of calling them tomorrow. I also got an email from a place, but I think its the place that I already had an interview with before and they didn't say anything and they are saying to go to an interview again, but its with a different person, I have to recheck that :/.Current Mood:  surprised |
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Nov. 27th, 2006 @ 01:16 am
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Today I went to Swiss Chalet to eat chicken, so yummy . I liked going to a restaurant for once. Got rid of my old makeup, nail polishes, etc. I'm still looking for a job. Tomorrow I'm thinking of cleaning my room because this week has been tough. I saw some cute kittens at the pet store, grey and whites, my favs. This week I'll be going to some places to hand in my resumes. I wonder if anyone will call me. I want to become an esthetician because they work in the salon and do everything besides just makeup so I'm not just there doing nothing. But I don't know. I'm thinking of phoning the college to ask about maybe a part time course for nails and maybe getting a job at the same time. I don't know see what happens. Plus they do not have to be all fake and sell products that people don't want.Current Mood: cheerful |
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I had a group interview today. I was so horrible at it :( . I said for the answers a couple of sentences while the people there had more experience, better answers and probably will get the jobs then me :( . I don't like that they did that w/ everyone there ~:-[. It felt way too intimidating at that big mall, but I don't care if they don't call me back. I also had another interview today before that one. I like that place better, but I don't know if I'll get that job because I don't do some of those things there like waxing, facials, whatever. I think maybe I should become an esthetician because they do more things and don't wait around, plus they don't really have to sell things and w/ this kind of job it seems you have to sell things and I don't really like that. I don't know what I should do. But then it is expensive and that is my problem. I don't know, see how things work out.
Nov. 24th, 2006 @ 11:50 pm
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I'm still looking for a job :( . It seems like a lot of the jobs that you need work experience and that I do not have or you have to do other things besides what I want to do. I saw this ad online and I remember I think emailing that place and now they like have the job online, so what did they even look at my email wanting that job before or they didn't want me for that job and now they are advertising it for someone else :rollseyes:. I don't know, I will phone them again and see what they have to say about that ~:-].
Nov. 19th, 2006 @ 12:23 am
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Well, I went to the place on Saturday and it was ok for a while. I didn't get paid. It was only to see if I liked it and I did, but he says I need to sell more. He also said that I should sell the products to everyone client for at least $ 160. I don't like pressuring people to buy things and if someone doesn't want anything I cannot pressure them to buy something. It is just unethical for me and it doesn't go good w/ my morals. I'm not going back to that place. He said he is going to call me on Thursday, but I'm just going to say thanks for the experience, but I'm not coming back. He made me so angry and sad! I was going to go tomorrow to do some face painting, but he is not going to pay me and I don't want to go back to that place. But at least I got some tips on Saturday. I'm like doing the makeup and two estheticians are like looking at me doing it, so rude come to think of it now. The other place I called for the face painting for Halloween is like what do you want from this job: money, volunteer or portfolio, because its too late to do it for money because we already have someone and you should have called sooner. Then now I'm thinking well I leave my name and number and you should have called me, stupid people! Anyway, I'm going to this other place on Thursday and bringing my resume because they said they want to hire someone in the future. I'll see about that anyway. But that guy pissed me off. If they want someone with sales experience then hire someone like that and good luck trying to find someone and the makeup looked so dirty, yuck.
Oct. 31st, 2006 @ 12:20 am
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Yay! :-) So, I'm going to go on Saturday to work and see if I like the job/ if he likes me. I hope I don't forget anything :-o . I want to bring some notes, but I'm not sure if he'll like that :-/. I also got my uniform today, not sure if it will be alright, but will ask. So, wish me luck! :-D
Oct. 26th, 2006 @ 09:38 pm
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Argh :x , I get soaked in the rain today! :( I went to give my resumes and my stupid umbrella breaks and I'm stuck w/ no umbrella and I only have my light jacket and hood to protect me, plus I'm wearing these pants that are a bit short on me, so some of my leg is showing :x . When I come back I get splashed by this car in the face :roll: , so I try to go away from it and again I get splashed :x , so I go farther away. So, I'm all soaking wet :( . I tell my dad to wait for me at the bus stop to take me home because I don't feel like walking home. When I come home I change and take a warm shower because I am freezing, but my hair wasn't wet mysteriously :shock: . Plus I have PMS to top this all off. So, I might be working to see if this place works out, not for any pay yet, just to see how it works out on next Saturday. So, hopefully he will call me. But I have to take my own tools :? . I don't understand why they don't have any there? :? I should ask about that. They only have the makeup & skin care supplies though. I think I will get paid by the hour and commission if I sell stuff. He wants me to sell stuff too. I guess that's just part of the job. I don't like sales :? , but if someone asks what products I'm using I'll tell them. I'll have to buy my uniform though :/. See how it goes... And I didn't give my other resume because I was soaking wet and just went home :cry: .
Oct. 18th, 2006 @ 01:26 am
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So, I might be doing face painting for kids at Halloween :-o , lets see if she calls me back ;-) . Plus I'm going to be meeting some people on Tuesday to network w/ for jobs and maybe a portfolio too. See what happens =D . Please someone hire me! :crosses fingers: I've been calling all day today. Some say no :( , some say fax/email your resume, some people say no, but you can fax your resume, urh makes me tired :( . Thanks for reading! :)
Oct. 13th, 2006 @ 01:12 am
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Oct. 1st, 2006 @ 11:57 pm
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Argh, I feel so burn out. This job searching is really hard. Today I went to a job fair and it was so overwhelming. I feel so tired, sleepy, headache, nauseous, etc. This woman corrected my resume there, but I just don't know about what she did. I'll have to check w/ my brother because he helped me in the first place. But ordinarily she does $55/hour for a resume, now that is crazy! I forgot to to take my cover letter. She said I can send it to her, but who knows if she'll check it thoroughly. I actually found a job posting that was for me! I'm going to do that tomorrow. Need sleep! I gave my resume to this one place there. I think I called that place though and they had no jobs, but just gave in case. Then I asked this lady about this program and I said "Why do most places need estheticians to do makeup?" Its just not fair because I'm a makeup artist and I can't find a job in a salon and have to be an esthetician doing other work like manicures/pedicures, which I hate the smell of! I hope I can find a salon/other job though only for my profession. I don't want to touch people's feet! Gross! Second I asked this other college about their graphic design course and how I dropped out because of the stupid drawing/drawing typography courses and they said they basically do more computer work (that is what I wanted in the first place) ! But their tuition is so expensive! Oh, well.
Sep. 29th, 2006 @ 12:08 am
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What's with people having such a bad attitude on the Internet!? I try and help people out, but its like they give me sarcasism or they don't want the help. I one time helped this person on making her pictures bigger and she's like how dare you for making my pictures bigger, I hate you for that, wtf?! WTF is wrong w/ people!!?? Another time I said to someone that your post doesn't make sense and maybe you should move it to the right post? I'm trying to be helpful, but now she's like Gee...I don't know. But I've deleted my post and moved my comments to the appropriate place as quickly as possible. Thank you for making sure that I keep my posts where they should be minutes before I realize it. Another time I posted my picture on a site. I did a wallpaper and these people make so much rude comments. I hate these people! F--- them! That is why I don't like coming on the Internet anymore on these forums or whatever. I'd rather just go on those doll sites and just create some stuff. I hardly ever get nice comments on my artwork, but from this one girl. But my artwork, just looks terrible now. I'm getting more bad at it. Urgh, I want to scream!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Ok, better! :-D
Sep. 27th, 2006 @ 10:55 pm
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Ouch, got a sunburn on Thursday and it still hurts a bit. I put calamine lotion on it, but still. My cat is weird, she wants to go outside, but its like raining, weird kitty! I hope I get some new markers soon.
Jul. 29th, 2006 @ 09:06 pm
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Well, I might get my Internet shut down at the end of the month, just wait and see, so if you don't hear from me you'll know why. Tomorrow, I will cold call some places to see if they have any jobs available. I don't like living here, because people make me angry, anxious and sad :( . But I have no other choice. Once I get some money I want to move out or just go out and do some things. My sister was really bitchy. I thought we would spend time together on her vacation, but she said no she was going to help me w/ a job. I ignore her because I wanted to spend time w/ her, but she says she doesn't want to spend time w/ me on her vacation and waste money because I have been mooching off of her, whatever. I don't need this. I yell at her I don't need your help. I was waiting for to do my portfolio, but no one calls me like a photography student. No one interested, what the hell?! So, now I am stuck. I hope my website helps me at least and DA too.
Jul. 10th, 2006 @ 12:15 am
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Well, I just saw the guest list for CNAnime and can't wait to get autographs. I got to start working on the drawings to get autographed. I already have Ed from FMA, got I got to do Alphonse & Roy from FMA, Sasuke & Sakura from Naruto. But now they changed the dates on when its going to be :(. Oh, well. If they have that Street Fighter drawing thing again then I might ask for one of them to draw me a Chun-Li. I might not be able to go, but I hope I do. On to other news...
Well, the people haven't still called me for doing a portfolio together, seems like no one is interested :(. Hmm... I might check out some other colleges and see if anyone is interested. But my sister is making me look for a job next week, so that might not happen. So, I'll have to redo my resume. I don't know its like July now and do you think jobs are available? I think more in like September or something and how about portfolios, don't they want to see portfolios. I don't know...
My cat is so sweet sometimes and other times she is not. But I still love her <3 . I wonder what she is doing now, probably chasing mice, lol, eww, lol.
Its hard having no gallbladder, sometimes my sides hurt for no reason, I feel hungry/hunger pains, feel sick, etc.
Why is it so hard not to not critique my work, I even have that comment thing that says don't give me a bad critique, but do people listen no! I mean are a lot of people mean these days? Like I've noticed that on some boards I'm on they are like mean. And even at home people are mean to me here. Urgh, can't people just leave me alone.
Jul. 8th, 2006 @ 01:26 am
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Happy Father's Day everyone! :blowkiss: :glomp: :hug: :dance: :boogie: :clap: :aww: ;)=) :D :love: :w00t: :heart:
In other news: Its so hot! :sun: The basement is the coolest place to be right now 8-) . My poor cat Baby was scared of the doorbell and hid in the closet :(. She went to sleep and finally came out for some food :aww: . I'm currently doing the face charts so I can be ready when I do my portfolio for the makeup. I updated my makeup site, check it out: http://www.geocities.com/desmakeup/index.html Please sign the guestbook too! ;-) I found some pictures from the net of the characters from the musical CATS. First I'm going to be doing Meowth from Pokemon, Howl's Moving Castle, then the CATS characters. Last week I was sick, had the damn stomach flu and it was on the day that I had to go see the musical Hair w/ my sister, but then afterwards I felt better a bit. I hope you enjoy your summer! =D
Jun. 18th, 2006 @ 07:59 pm
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I swear, I'm not taking people's crap anymore! The forum, my sister, my parents (well, I have to deal w/ those last two), but that is why I'm overweight because of all this stress, started out in my childhood w/ all these stupid boys making fun of me because of my weight. I got depression and anxiety from my parents telling me what to do all the time so I had to be put on medication because of this. Then now from all this eating greasy/fatty foods I need to take my gallbladder out. I swear one day I am just going to leave or maybe go into a metal institution!!! If I ever get a job, I'm leaving! I have enough of this sh*t from everyone! Today I realized that I like being alone. I was at this show and there was so many people around and when I went outside and sat down somewhere where there wasn't any people I felt calm and I liked looking at the scenery too. I like animals more than I like people. That is why I wanted to work w/ cats because I love them like my Baby, but I am so allergic to work w/ them :(. So, I want to do something that which will help people so makeup artist. After I take my gallbladder out I'm going to start on my portfolio and then show it to salons/spas. I will work there for a while and move out because I cannot take this stress. I want to be alone, all alone, no stupid people bugging me and hanging around stupid people all the time! But if I leave then I'm wondering about my Baby. But I guess she will manage because I think she likes my sister more than me, but still I will miss her, owww, I don't want to leave her, I love her so much! I really don't know what to do, I think I will just calm down now and don't hang around that forum for a while.
Nov. 6th, 2005 @ 10:26 pm
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Ok, I am really pissed right now! I never win any of the contests at this forum I'm on! Arggghhhhhhhhhh! I tried asking for votes from people and now that I am winning a contest someone has to go and say "People shouldn't be allowed to solicite votes from this place and otherwise." WTF!? Shut up! This person always wins the contests and I never even once win and the same stupid people win the same contest over and over again and sometimes my entries are better than theirs! Arggggggggggh, makes me really mad!!! I think that is why a lot of people don't enter the contests because a lot of the same people win and people have cliques there!! F*cking a$$holes! ~:-[
Nov. 5th, 2005 @ 08:36 pm
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